Had a dream
The first dream I have ever had where I awoke pissed off. The dream took place over a few days but like fast forwarded to the good parts like in a tv show. Anyway it had to do with a beautiful girl whom I always seen I the build the dream took place I wanna say it was a school. I would always walk by and see her and feel warm and feel like I had a dumb look on my face. Well the dream then turned...
Seriously, somedays I want so bad to be apart of something cool be involved with someone something anything to make me feel a little less like I am a worthless being not worthy of taking space of this earth. I am sad most of the time because I don’t do anything because I have this overwhelming sense that I will disappoint someone and I hate myself for it. I just wanna be free for a little...
Well I have some choices.
I can date under-aged girls that like me because I am older than them and risk going to prison or continue being a gentleman and remaining single. Single it is then
Well this is great.
World’s going to end soon and I still haven’t had sex.
Depends, drugs? No. You? Absolutely.
I am the friend you tell you secrets to, I am the friend who swears nothing you tell will be heard from me, I am the friend who locks it down and keeps it there, I am the friend who does not lie to his friends, I am the friend people would want, I am the friend people would hate to piss off, Because at the end of the day I am the friend that knows your secrets.
As I walk alone through the internet I notice how it has shaped me, The need to fulfill basic needs as silly as a status update, The urge to search for something that I forget about it before I get to Google, The worse I feel the more time goes by that no one comments, The paranoia that grows the more I am left alone, The crazier I become with the more i see that is out of reach, The...